argh.
cant stand it really!


lately,
many things jus come and go quickly
however each of them had made a pretty significant impact on me
and the effects are all starting to show up slowly
and it isnt things like stress or wad
okay i mean we all face stress due to hw, cca and other things
but this is something completely different


i dont really know what is it called
its like a new found disease, theres no term for it


i need some advice really argh.
1 issue, 2 options.
to make a decision now,
or to drag it.
dragging it doesnt help
but at least i can put a stop in this thing for now
making a decision helps relieve things alot
but problem will come later and that im pretty sure.
arhhh! how?
its really for the FIRST TIME
im stuck in such a position.
i thought i knew myself good enough
and didnt expect to end up like now.


im starting to hate life.
really. ):